..dew..

Sounds like a positive statement right there at the title eh?

 

Well, I am not exactly feeling that positive, honestly.. Today has not been a good day at work.. What does one actually do when things go wrong? The answer could come as easily as "move on!". Is it really that simple? Someone or even some hundreds of people could just say that, but talks are cheap.. Would anyone even bother to be there for you when things really go wrong? No.. they can lend an ear and that's about it.. Sometimes, even your closer ones can't and don't want to be there for you..

 

Face it. That's life.. BE strong and truly, move on..

 

So.. To be a better woman, I have to:

- know exactly what I want.. Most women don't. We end up complicating our lives with things that should have been solved long ago..

- take charge of my emotions.. Yes, we have those emo times but from now on, that should not be an excuse..

- be more independent.. Face it, no one owes us a living..

- be strong.. 'Coz only then we can face things w boldness..

- think postitive.. Our attitudes determine where we will be..

- be confident.. Yes, everyone has some setbacks but these are only stepping stones for us to move on to greater things..

- be thankful of life and the many things it brings.. When was the last time we give thanks? Must we wait till the end of the year to count our blessings and share how God has been great during thanksgiving dinner?

 

Jiayou to myself and to all~

 

Cheers!

Dewi

(Still disappointed but I will overcome - w His help!!)

I wonder...

 

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I wonder what lies ahead, for the future seems uncertain... I am at loss..

 

I wonder if I have what it takes... ..and full of doubt..

 

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I wonder how feelings come and go... Are feelings supposed to be fleeting? Or are they like this 'coz there is no anchor?

 

I wonder if to be loved is always better than to love... See, people always say it's better to be with someone who love you than someone whom you love..

 

I wonder if my heart is frozen, just  as some have said... Perhaps.. then all the more I need the warmth of His love and embrace.. Father, help me overcome..

 

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I wonder...

 

and I still wonder... Only with Thy help will I be able to go through this period of searching (and wondering).. May my heart never waver from the path Thou has set for me even before I was created..

 

Marble A has a small little house that's just enough for herself and a guest.. However, her previous guest left quite a lot of luggage with her hence her little house could barely fit 2 persons now.. Marble A needs to slowly discard the excess items so that she could have another guest to come and enjoy an afternoon tea with her, in her lil house~

 

See, her house is so small and she never wishes to have a bigger house.. after all, almost everyone else has a house that's as small as hers..

 

Recently, she looks out of the window of her lil house and saw a few marbles waiting outside her house, some are nearer whereas others are just watching from afar.. Marble A thinks to herself, "I do not think it is posible for me to invite any of the marbles in, he will see that my house is in a mess!" So, Marble A closes the window behind her and continues to bury herself in her work..

 

Months later, Marble A decides to take a stroll. When she opens the door of her lil house, she sees that the few marbles are still waiting outside her house.. "Oh no!" she exclaims and shuts the door behind her.

 

A lot of thoughts run through Marble A's mind.. She wonders which marble she should invite into her lil house.. she, too, is not sure if the marble she invites in would be able to accept her as she is.. "Perhaps one day, I would be able to find the guest that I have been waiting for," Marble A hopes.

 

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